Just another person in this big big world

Happy 13th month Amanda Sweetie! :D

2009-03-17T02:01:00.003+08:00

I know, I know, it's a late entry and I'm not going to blow it with those usual lame ass excuses. As usual, monthly devoted songs to Amanda Sweetie pie :D

Ice skating for the first time in my life, and the experience's given to her. We spent a short time together, but I know, it was well-worth the time and effort. I love you sweetiepie!

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: THE ONE WHO WON MY HEART

I swore I'd let nobody in
Not that way again
I'd fixed it so they won't stand a chance
But you lessened the distance
I think you knew what this could be
You never gave up reaching for me

Chorus:
Because you hold me up so high
Give yourself with no condition
Because you guide me
When I'm stumbling in the dark
You hear what's deep inside
When I need you there to listen
You're the one who won my heart

And it's still a mystery
What you see in me
Coz you know I've never been an open book
But maybe I'm changing
Just a little less true
There's not a question
I owe it to you

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
And I know you keep it safe
I trust in you that way
To keep with your possession
Every moment everyday

Repeat Chorus

The one who won my heart

All work and no play

2009-03-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

4 more days to the Grand Finale of Public Relations Paper, and fuck it, I've received an sms from Miss Hani this afternoon that Joy, Isabell, Yushun and my frontpage project couldnt be opened from the cd? How could that be possible? That stupid LCK must have messed up the cd in one way or another.

I should have worked today at 12pm-8pm. I'm so freaking bored now :/

Oh well, back to studying and work for another 2 days before finals. Wish me luck (:

2 weeks

2009-03-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

It's already the first day of March and I've yet to update anything. Anyways, there were most of the time spent on preparing for my PR presentation slides and finishing up my AOFA frontpage resume with Isabell, Joy and Yushun as regular 'customers' to my house.

We also made a cake for Shuyan's birthday. There were also singing sessions with friends and also outings to Town, Marina Square, City Hall and Bugis.

Yesterday was a super 'dope' day with Joy and Isabell at airport. While we were awaiting for Isabell's release from work and to study together, took alot of Joy's dumb dumb photos. I guess you would have a ton of photos for your display pictures in msn, no? (:

It had been a fun day, and I miss her. ALOT.

Wondering what should I do tomorrow. Hmmm.

Super belated pictures

2009-02-15T15:48:00.007+08:00

Qn: What do you get when you have 4 people whom originally wanted to explore OCH alone, and 5-6 bunch of secondaty school kids, and also a group of Eurasians and Malays whom also wants to explore OCH on the very same day with us?

Ans: A group photo and a walkabout with them. PS; the little boy in black beside me is really afraid of the dark. LOL!

Singing session with Joy, Salina, Yushun and Sheryl = One hell of a good time together.

Taken; 3rd January 2009.

Singing session again, very soon next week (:

Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T02:28:00.003+08:00

I've attended Amanda's mother wedding buffet. The food there was great, as well as the people but I just didn't have the appetite to eat.

Happy 1st year sweetiepie! I love you.

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFETIME LOVING YOU

Moon so bright night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Lifes a dream we are dreaming
Race the moon catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
Heroes rise heroes fall
Rise again win it all
In your heart cant you feel the glory

Through our joy through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through

If I can spend my lifetime loving you
Though we know we will never come again
Where there is love life begins
Over and over again
Save the night save the day
Save the love come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you

Desaru trip, White dog cafe, CDP interview

2009-02-15T01:52:00.007+08:00

Alrights, I'm just lazy to place the pictures in order.

Desaru trip, there's the chocolate factory visit, fruit farm visit, follow by animal farm, fantastic lunch buffet at the bee farm, fishing/kbox/canoe/speedboat session at fish farm and finally travelling on a boat in search for fireflies at night. The flies were so beautfiful, oh my godness.

More pictures to be uploaded after the flim is developed.

Desaru trip.

Thursday, pon-ed school and got to pay respects for my late paternal grandmother at Hougang, took a walk around Northpoint and went home in the late evenings.

Wednesday evening, met up with Sheyl for dinner at White dog cafe. The food was fantastic.

Wednesday, annual bowling session with class (Not exactly the whole class went anyways) I've only got Miss Hani's photo. LOL! Overall, the experience was alrights.

Tuesday, worked, worked, worked. It was super slack, 3pm-10pm. There was also CDP interview which I passed sucessfully; 49/50.

Twin effect

2009-02-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

And so, after today's 7am-3pm, 'oh-so-fucking-relax' work today, I've finally met up with twintwin! It has been a year since we last met. Oh my my.

We, ate, walked around, gossip, talk cock and wandered around aimlessly in westmall with her girlfriend. But hack, who cares when I've not seen her for such a long time? (:

Tomorrow's going to be a busy fuck day for me. CDP interview, schooling, SW lessons and finally rushing down to work and after work, rushing for the last train. Oh my god.

Meetup again soon twintwin! ;D

OCH visit

2009-02-08T12:26:00.005+08:00

There was the much 'anticipated' OCH visit yesterday night. Before that, we had dinner at Bedok interchange and walked around Changi Village. More pictures to be uploaded soon as soon as I get the photos from Joy.

Finally, I and Isabell decided to ton at Changi Airport, but instead of taking a cab, we took our chances and walked there. Oh yes, walked there, from Simei ITE after changing bus 2, only to realize that the bus 24 service to the airport had long ended.

Thus, we began our little 'adventure', which includes walking through ulu ulu parks, passing by that 'cheese' building (Isabell should know what I am talking about) near Expo and finally...

We got LOST!

Walking on the expressway. Crap.

Our very first obstacle course, to escape from the PIE expressway and to another alternative road.

Fuck. Another dead end.

Long story short, miracliously we found our way out and took a cab near the Comfort Deligo headquarters area. We reached terminal 2 taxi stand at around 1.52am, after spending close to 2 hours getting lost. LOL!

Then we slacked at Macs, saw sister and her friends at Gloria's Jeans. So decided to treat her and myself to a Cookies and Cream, and her favourtie drink, ??? :/

There was the usual chit chat session until early in the morning at 7.30am when I had my macs breakfast and we walked around all the terminals before heading home, super exhausted, yet, I can't find myself being able to sleep right now. Wierd.

Anyways, I shall go and try to sleep again. Maybe jogging session in the late evening, in which there would be work tomorrow morning. YAWNS ):

AOFA exams

2009-02-07T00:55:00.001+08:00

It sucked, super big time. It would be a miracle if I can get 60-70 marks. GOD DAMN miracle.

Kbox and microsoft excel practice

2009-02-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

Okay, so Priscilla and Joey came over my house after school, to crap and practice our Microsoft Excel skills. In fact, we had alot to learn from one another since we didnt understand what the fuck LCK was talking about in the class. Oh my.

These are just some photos that don't include the crapping, bloghopping, bitching, etc etc.

Anyways, yesterday went out with Sheryl to have dimsum at Chinatown. The food was great but I didnt have the crave to eat on that day. The buffet was cheap too, $16.80 eat all you can (:

Later, headed down to KTV to find Salina, Yushun and Joy. It was just crazy singing with them.

Other photos are at Joy's blog, interested go and have a look there.

Work and Baystreet 21

2009-02-03T00:09:00.005+08:00

There was work last Sunday, worked with David at 12pm, followed by Yada at 5pm till 12am. The company of the day was Audi; Spain. It just seemed like our foreign guests has huge difficulties using chopsticks for their Yu Shen and Lo Hei. Nevertheless, work was great, especially with friends around.

Monday, during school lunch break, Baystreet 21.

The food was marvellous, as well as the service. Simply recommended (:

I've headed home to rest after school. Phew. I was still exhuasted from yesterday's work.

HAPPY 48TH BIRTHDAY MUM!

2009-02-01T00:15:00.003+08:00

There was Mum's 48th birthday celebration today! (: I've invited Joy, Isabell, Jeffery and Lester to come along for steamboat and barbeque session at my house. But before that, I've got the ingredients from Shop 'N' Save and the Cake from Polar at Westmall and cabbed home with Joy. Once we reached home, we started preparing the food. By this time, sister's friends were already starting to have their steamboat session.

Anyways, I was with Joy and was awaiting Isabell and the gang's arrival when I was surprised to see so many of my relatives arriving to celebrate Mum's birthday. There was around 10-13 of them, and including Sis's and my friends, a total of 21 or so people in the house. The house was so overcrowd for a moment!

Finally, there was the singing birthday song moment and the cutting of the cake. Oh yes, Mum had 2 cakes this year. How fortunate! I've never had 2 cakes on my birthday before.

Anyways, after sister's friends and most of our relatives left, we started feasting on our steamboat. The dinner was great. There was laughter, joy ( Yes, Joy and Joy juice (= ) and a little bit of everything to make the evening especially memorable.

Joy and Isabell soon left home while I, Jeffery and Lester walked down to Westmall to digest our food. I've head back home at around 9.45pm, exhuasted.

Oh yes, pictures to be uploaded soon. All the pictures are with Joy today (:

I've got to work tomorrow at 12pm. Oh man, sleeping soon!

I'm thinking about our future. What is it going to be? Sighs.

VA

2009-01-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

VA means Vocational Assesement, and I've just got asessed today! The reporting time was 0745 hours at Hendon Camp.

There were 4 stations to go. Primarily, the most important stations of them all is the Interview, but before that, there was the physical stations, psychological tests; 3 in fact, and also a eye and body checkup. There was loads of joy and laughter shared between our IC, Mr. Jeremy and the others. I've made new friends too. There was Gerald, Jun Ming, Jin Bao and Darren (:

I've also came across BB friend, Chenzhou. It has been such a long time since I've met this brother of mine.

Though the interview results are still in process, I do hope to get into ******** (:

Wish me luck. Want to know what I did, ask me (:

5 more months.

CNY 3rd day

2009-01-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

Finally after so long....at CNY 3rd day! (:

Visits to my house and her house = Angbaos given and taken = exchanged.

Loads of love! (:

CNY day 2

2009-01-27T20:53:00.009+08:00

Presenting, the second day of CNY, to maternal side of relatives! There was bakgua, coke, my favourite ferrero roche and loads of ANGPAO! (:

Headed down to Uncle Cherry's house after visiting my 3 other maternal relatives. It was filled with exotic creatures! (:

After that, we headed down to dad's workplace to find Johnny Walker and Black Label! (:

Johnny walker! (:

Black Label! (:

Black Label and its siblings (:

We headed home right after that, exhausted. What a day it has been! (:

CNY day 1

2009-01-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

CNY day 1 was great. We also spent the longest time ever staying at my Great Aunt's house, around 12pm noon till 4.40pm.

We head down to Suntec with the intention to sing KBOX or watch movie. In the end, we did neither of these stuffs when KBOX was closed and the timings for Red Cliff 2 was way over.

Instead, we spent so time at the Arcade and laughing our ass out. Dad, Mum, I and Sister took neoprints for the first time together since many many many years ago (:

Mum awating for her food.

After walking around Carrefour for a moment, we headed to Starbucks to get some coffee before heading home, exhausted.

The 'Shou ye' really tired me out. I guess it's time to sleep soon. Hongbaos Hongbaos here I come! (:

Steamboat!

2009-01-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

Family reunion's Steamboat and Barbeque rocked! (:

I can't wait to visit relatives tomorrow and receive Angbaos.

Shopping!

2009-01-25T02:13:00.007+08:00

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday were shopping days, like totally.

I didnt sleep school on Wednesday, and skipped work instead. There was shopping session with Joy and Yushun at Town. It was crazy.

There was work on Thursday, and it was super slack, right from 10am to 7pm. We were even released half an hour early to slack at T4. Good god.

Friday, another shopping session with Joy, Yushun and Zhang Wang. It was good having a working friend to get to know my classmates, and in turn, forge new friendships. We shopped excessively at Bugis Street and Junction till it was in the early evening when we left.

Saturday, shopping with Yushun and Sheryl.

Before that, pictures of little doggy(s) and Sheryl.

Taken at Julius Orange
We went shopping around Chinatown first, in which we met up with my long time friend, Jiayi, and also, coincidentially an accquaintance of Sheryl in a retail shop. After finishing our chicken wings and shark fin soup, head down to Town for another round of shopping session.

We met up with Yushun and I've got my pants from Graphite while Yushun got himself a Cardigan from Pescados before he head down to work.

Sheryl and I continued walking around Zara and Mango shops till it was time for us to go home. Nevertheless, a very satisified day of shopping, fun, joy and laughters.

At night, went out with Dad and Mum to the supermarket for last minute shopping.

Later in less than 10 hours time, everything's going to restart again. Am I ready yet? Reunion dinner here I come!

Aunts

2009-01-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

Monday; went multiple and random interviews with Shuyan. It was a journey from Cineleisure to Far East and back again to watch the movie 'The Haunting' and Far East to shop again.

Tuesday; visit to Aunt's. There was loads of talk, eating, talk and more eating. We even pinched food at the local bakeries at Khatib. LOL. Not to mention I've got my hairdye. YAY.

Now, tomorow work or school. HMM.

Homie

2009-01-19T02:30:00.002+08:00

Last Friday, headed down to City Hall with Yushun, Isabell and Joy to get Isabell's friend NUM havannahs after school. Kudos to Isabell and Joy for loaning me money for makan and coffeebreak at Gloria Jean's, appreciate it. Anyways, I, Joy and Yushun continued shopping session at Bugis when Isabell left us after coffeebreak. The time spent at Bugis was wild, despite having a half-empty stomach. We quickly left for home in the late evenings and managed to save a few bucks.

Saturday and Sunday were homie days, in which Saturday was spent clearing up my already 'much-cleared-up' room. Sunday after having to collect my wallet at Woodlands, had fried food and 'steamboat' session with family. It was great.

In a few hours time, its going to be 'greater'. Featuring the much anticipated movie, 'Red Cliff 2' with Miss Shuyan (:

Crazy

2009-01-16T00:34:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 11 MONTHS SWEETIEPIE! (:

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

Especially for you

I wanna let you know what i was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you

I wanna tell you i was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that i’m next to you

[Refrain 1:]
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

[Chorus:]
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

Especially for you

I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How i’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life .. oOh
You showed me the way
And now that i’m next to you

[Refrain 2:]
I’ve waited long enough to find youI wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh, and i wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh

[Chorus:]
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that i’m next to you

[Refrain 1:]
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

[Chorus:]
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

Together, together,
I wanna show you ,
My heart is oh so true, and all the love iHave is especially for you...

Anyways, quick summarise of Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday.

Monday, there was lessons as usual and I've done quite a bit of projectwork at home.

Tuesday, went out with Isabell after school to City Hall to window-shop at NUM for her friend's shoes. We had a tea break session at Marina Square's Gloria Jeans and a long long chat with her friend at BAO TODAY, walked Raffles City Shopping Centre for a bit, and finally went home.

Wednesday, ponned school and worked 11am to 7pm with Peter, and later Yada. There was meeting, setup for Chinese Dinner and Dance and finally doing bar service at Level 3. It was freaking tiring yet fun. I've headed home with a mind 'bolging' headache.

Thursday, after school headed down to Woodlands to meet Sheryl at RP to appeal for her Business course, which turns out there was only DAE admissions today. Anyways, headed down to my house and changed before heading to Kallang Leisurepark for an interview at a restraunt with Yada. After that Yada left us for Bugis while I and Sheryl headed down to Town for another window-shopping session while awaiting Amanda Sweetie's arrival.

Sweetie arrived soon afterwards at 7pm and we had a window-shopping session together. It was a little awkward at first yet both of them opened up pretty well. We ended our window-shopping session buying a colourful bag at Cineleisure for Sweetie as a 11th month anniversary present and a ZARA black sneaker shoe that I always wanted. Satisfied, we went home at around 10pm.

Sweetie, I had a fantastic time with you today, despite not having to meet for days. I know you are busy studying yet your health matters too. JIASHUI in your upcoming tests! (: I love you.

1 more month, that special day, that special month.

Update

2009-01-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

School was short yet bloody fun today. There was MOS burger session with Joy at Westmall and finally during PR class, Jeffery, Lester, Isabell, Joy and I played GOLF together on PC (:

Anyways, to my friend whom has tragically lost her boyfriend, I send you my deepest regret and sincerest regards. He's a good boyfriend, from that I can see, by the way you guys love each other. He was a great guy already when I first spoke to him at the bus-stop behind IMM. I pray for him that he would meet you on the 7th day. And also, I pray for you to quickly recover from this devastating trauma that has incurred on you, to regain your life as a normal human being and getting on in life. Again, my deepest most sincere wishes to you. You take care.

Life, is always so tender. Everything changes in a glimpse of a second.

Banquet training

2009-01-11T01:21:00.008+08:00

So, there was 'work' today at Crowne Plaza when we headed down to the Hotel to receive our 'belated banquet training'. Best of all, we were paid to have fun, cam-whoring included ;D

First photo with Serine 'GHOST' leh (:

Well coloured picture? LOL.

After training, headed down to the airport foodcourt to have dinner, follow by window-shopping at Jurong Point. My Secondary school junior, Desmond, was working there too, so long never see him so to speak. I'm glad he was doing fine (:

There was chit-chat session with Sheryl before heading home, exhausted. It was a great day, as expected (:

I miss you, 3 more days.

NP Open House, IMM with Sweetie, Belated Sentosa Pictures

2009-01-10T00:28:00.008+08:00

NP Open House was great. Hours before that, I didnt expect that I would be going out and having a hell lot of fun at NP though. I was at home slacking until I received Yada's call.

Anyways, met up with Sheryl and Yada and took bus 154 to NP. The school was already super packed when we reached there. After we got our goody bags and cotton candy in hand, we walked around the CCA booths and different schools while waiting for the dance performances conducted by Yada's friends to start. There were also other performances such as singing, dancing, trampoline, and many others.

We even took a photograph at the photography booth in traditional Korean costumes. Pictures to be uploaded at a later time.

After NP Openhouse, we headed down to Bugis for a short shopping session before seeing Yada to the Raffles Academy. Then, it was Superdog session at Vivo and cam-whoring session at Vivo Garden before heading home.

Yesterday.

I've met up with Amanda Sweetie at IMM to buy her FBT pants, not to mention taking photos at the Garden (:

I've enjoyed your company sweetie! (:

Belated Sentosa Pictures, on 26th December, 2008.

We had great fun, great fun, not to mention a great TAN! (:

Happy belated new year to everyone! (:

2009-01-06T13:06:00.009+08:00

Yes, I know the reasons for not updating frequently again. The top 3 reasons, laziness, busyness and tiredness.

Anyways, nothing beats celebrating New Year Eve with your beloved one... (:

While watching the fireworks, it felt my love for you has just gone up to another level. I love you sweetiepie.

There is nothing much to update about work, and I've spent the remaining days of my holiday slacking around, going for my regular jogs and spending time with friends.

Singing session with working and outside friends sometime last week.

School reopened yesterday = start of nonsense with clique alike. We even started off the first day of school with KFC prosperity meal at Westmall. Crazy.

Some of the crazy stuffs we do during class, such as news-reporting with Joy micmicking the fake British accent? (:

Enjoy!

A new year is coming!

2008-12-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

Oh boy, there sure are alot of countdown spots this year despite the bloody economic downturn that never fails to screw up my planned working schedules. It really doesnt matter whom you celebrate with, as long as you have a jolly-good time with either your friends or that special one, it would be a memorable new year.

My pay is also fucking cock-up. It is only a month but it's like taking forever to have them deposit the money into my account.

Anyways, there was singing session yesterday. It was crazy. Yes, really crazy. Pictures to be uploaded soon.

I've finally got my bloody SGH-U700 phone back after 16 days of service. It costs a freaking $124.00++ with GST. HOLLY MACARONI! Yes, I wonder how did I survive so long without my camera phone. MUAHAHA! Then met up with Shuyan to accompany her for her break before heading home to facebook.

Tomorrow we are going to meet, and take tons and tons and tons of photos sweetie!

I miss you, truckloads.

Christmas eve and Christmas Day with Amanda Sweetie!

2008-12-28T01:39:00.005+08:00

This year's holidys are like no ordinary holidays at all. I'm working throughout, even on Christmas Day itself. Here are some pictures taken on Christmas eve.

24/12/2008.

I've met up with sweetie after work at 6pm, Vivocity. We were anticipating a countdown at Vivocity but there wasn't any. So, after dinner, we moved from Vivocity to City Hall, then Marina Square to try our luck, but there still wasn't any countdown we wanted. So we headed down to the all familar Orchard Road for a glimpse of the spraying action. LOL. Overall, the whole day was good, good, good.

Pictures!

Christmas Day.

We've had a hearty meal of Superdog, again at Vivocity again since I was working at Novotel Hotel that day. The food was great. Though we didnt manage to watch 'Bedtime stories' there, neither at Plaza Singapura, we managed to watch it at Cineleisure at a late time around 9.10pm. The movie was hiliarious and I really did enjoy myself.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Summarise

2008-12-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

Busy, busy, busy week.

16th December, outing with Amanda Darling to watch YES MAN! The movie was great and we were laughing profusely.

17th-19th December, there were shopping sessions with friends and work. But I just couldn't remember when.

20-21nd December, worked back at Swiss and on the 20th, we were released early at 11am, so went 'floating' around like a ghost, wondering where to go. We finally settled on window-shopping at Bugis. I finally reached home at around 10pm. As for the 21st, accompanied Sheryl after work to Dorothy Perkins to buy the wallet her wallet at Bugis that she and Yada spotted on and window-shopped a little while before heading back home, DOG-exhausted.

Today, slept all the way till 1pm. There's nothing as compared to a good day's rest (:

I'm ready to chiong work for this week.

Monday (Today)- OFF
Tuesday; 23rd - 12pm to 6pm
Wednesday; 24th- 10am to 6pm
Thursday; 25th - OFF/ With Amanda Sweetie!
Friday; 26th - 10am to 4pm
Saturday; 27th - 10am to 6pm
Sunday; 28th - 12pm to 1am

Huat ah!

Outings and more outings and 10th month anniversary!

2008-12-15T23:08:00.006+08:00

THEME SONG FOR THE MONTH: HERE IN MY HEART

Wherever you are tonight gir
lI'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]
Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bearI won't cry,
I'll just close my eyes
And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
Cause you're as close
As my very next breath

[c h o r u s]
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

[c h o r u s]
My heart

I'll just summarise the places we went in a few short sentences. First, Plaza Singapura to service my broken down Samsung phone, then Far East Shopping Centre for shopping and Shih Lin and Sweet-talk session, follow by Twilight at Lido, and last but not least, Henderson Waves for cam-whoring session. It was great.

I promise, we are going to do more special 'stuffs' next month! (:

Anyways, these past few days had been fun. There were parties, steamboat sessions with working friends and alot more. There are way too many photos to be uploaded so I'll just type them. Nevertheless, also made alot of new friends and had truckloads of fun with them.

There was also fun at work. The work was hard, but seriously, enjoyable. I've never knew that working could be so much fun with people you thought it would have been impossible to work with.

Tomorrow there would be an VIP function that involves ministers at Crowne Plaza, wonder how 'BIG' the event could be. Then again, it isn't my first time being involved in such events. Let's just see how it goes? (:

That special 10th months with you, just seem to good to be true. I don't want it to end and I'm sure it wouldn't (:

City of Ember

2008-12-05T09:40:00.002+08:00

After hanging out with clique at Town and lunch-ed at Lucky Plaza; Rabbit, met up with Amanda Darling for the movie, City of Ember.

Ah, I miss your company already! ):

Sing sing

2008-12-02T23:58:00.001+08:00

Finally, I've found someone to fulfil my singing desires.

Thank you Persis! (:

Yada birthday and Simei ITE concert band

2008-12-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

It has been quite some time since I've last updated. Anyways, been busy running two sides, swissotel and crown plaza so there wasn't much time to update. Anyway,

Pictures last Saturday at Simei ITE, featuring the band.

Along with Joy, I and beloved had Popeye at T3 before heading back home.

Friday, 28/11/2008, Yada's be-earlied birthday at Bugis! We had steamboat at Tian Tian. It was filling and the food was okay. Keli arrived late so there weren't photos of her.

After that, had my favourite Chocoholic at Haagens dazs; Clarke Quay before heading towards Hard Rock Cafe near The Forum, Orchard Road. It was at this time Fandi came along. Jacqualine and Keli left early for the night.

We then caught the midnight movie, the Quarantine, which was a great movie by my standards. There was alot of screaming, shouting and killings. It was so totally my movie. LOL!

After that, got on the night rider back home with Sotong.

Just before I end, I would want to wish Yada,

HAPPY BE-EARLIED 20TH BIRTHDAY!

Yes, yes. We are going to have another steamboat, AGAIN, at your house very very soon! LOL.

Work at Crowne Plaza

2008-11-30T23:45:00.004+08:00

I was lazy to take photos at work, so...

Since I worked on Sunday, I don't expect alot of banquet staffs, and true enough, I was the first banquet staff to get to work, and Serine was second.

Serine got sent home since they only needed a staff at 8am. Worse of all, even the banquet office mixed up the functions and timings of our casual labours. We did almost nothing for the next one and a half hours while awaiting for Andrew to come over. Anyways, work was okay and after work, brought Pop-eye home for Dad and Mum (:

Oh oh, Happy Birthday to Team Leader Andrew. He's a really nice guy.

Sesame Street at Marina Square

2008-11-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

After AOFA Continual Assesement today, hangout with clique at Clementi Central before meeting Amanda Sweetie.

We walked around Suntec City and Marina Square when we encountered Sesame Street!

Yes, yes, yes! We both enjoyed ourselves very very much! (:

Argh

2008-11-18T02:38:00.003+08:00

I miss you darling! ):

007

2008-11-16T02:40:00.000+08:00

I've worked as 007 last Saturday. MUAHAHA! ;D

Happy 9th months beloved!

2008-11-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Happy, happy, happy! ;D

Since I've found you

2008-11-14T03:45:00.000+08:00

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: SINCE I'VE FOUND YOU

I think of you in everything that i do
To be with you
What ever it takes i'll do cause you my love,
you all my heart desires
You've lighten up my life forever i'm alive

Since i found you my world seems so brand new
You've show me the love i never knew
Your presence is what my whole life through
Since i found you my life begin so new
Now who needs a dream when there is you for all of my dreams came true
Since i found you
Your love shines bright through all the corners of my heart maybe you are my dearest heart

I give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life
My destiny is you forever true...
I'm so in love with you since i found you my world seems so brand new you've show me The love i never knew your presence is what my whole life through
Since i found you my life begin so new
Now who needs a dream when there is you for all of my dreams came true
Since i found you my heart forever true... in love with you.

A day at Simei ITE career fair and T3 work

2008-11-14T03:33:00.000+08:00

There was this career 'talk' at Simei ITE which was compulsory to attend since attendance would be counted at 10am, speaking of which, was almost a completely waste of my time walking around there. Sighs. Anyways, window-shopping and running around Terminals was so so so much fun with friends.

Popeye and Gloria Jean's Cookies and Cream is love today ;D I do hope I get the Gloria Jean's job. It would be so so much of a dream come true for me. And anyways, after that met up with Serine and sister for work at T3. Work was fantastic today, despite having to work hard. Nothing is better than to have a hell lot of good friends when you are working.

Till then, sayonara! ;D

Yes, finally an update (:

2008-11-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yes, yes, yes. Photos and updates finally.

And anyways, started working at Terminal 3. The work there wasn't so bad, just needs a little getting use to. Since today's work was cancelled unexpectedly, I and sister were to work only this Tuesday and Thursday, which is tomorrow.

More outings

2008-11-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

Halloween party last Friday at Night Safari, follow by partying all night long at The Arena. The Night Safari trip wasn't that all good but the partying was great.

Saturday, slacked at home.

Sunday, I was working at Stamford Ballroom's wedding setup with You Liang. There wasn't much to do, and that means there is more time to 'snake' around (:

After work, a short window-shopping session with Wei ling before meeting beloved. I and beloved watched The Coffin together. The movie wasn't that all good, perhaps its just that much people don't get the story, if any, at all.

'Somehow, when I saw you waiting for me at the entrance of my workplace; near Timberland, I felt a sense of bliss, a bliss of having such a good girlfriend like you, the feeling of having fallen in love with you for the first time comes back to me, once again. Thank you beloved for being so ever-patient with me (:'

Monday, lessons as usual, accompanied Yushun for his haircut and a short dinner session at Fareast's Chicken Rice store.

Today, there's the NAPFA test. Yes. Somehow, I felt I could have done better. But hell, whose fault is it for not having to train for this very important day?

Here goes, the results.

Let's just start from my poorest achievement?

I've failed Standing Board Jump miserably, 195cm = ungraded = 0 points.

I've passed Sit and Reach, but not with flying colours, 40cm = D = 2 points

I've passed pullup, but also not with flying colours, 3 times = E = 1 point

I've passed Situps, 50 = A = 5 points

And the last event that I could ever only be proud of,

I've passed my 2.4km, finishing 5th among the 4 classes = A = 5 points! :D

And yes, it started raining fucking heavily while we were running. Though the rain did cool us down, somehow, it also added weight to our SW attire and pisses everyone off. LOL.

After that, changed and later headed down to Clementi macs with Joy and Yushun for dinner. KBOX session was cancelled since none of us barely had the mood and money to sing.

And something random now, sweetie, I miss you! ):

Outings. Yes, Yes.

2008-10-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

I'll be going Night Safari with working friends this Friday, and this time round, to really enjoy myself, unlike the previous time when I was there for projectwork.

School's dead boring. But nothing beats having good friends and good laughs in class, right? (:

I miss you beloved. You take good care of yourself in camp this saturday alrights? We'll meet up real real soon. I love you (:

Previous outings

2008-10-25T20:50:00.001+08:00

21/10/2008, after window-shopping with Yushun, met Darling at Town, then took bus home at City Hall.

25/10/2008

We watched our first movie at Kallang Leisure Park, High School Musical 3! Follow by dinner at Nihon Mura and took a long walk around the mall since we were SO SO BLOATED after that.

I seriously enjoyed my day today darling, I really did (:

Belated posts

2008-10-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

Holidays are over and a brand new school term emerges. Somehow, it wasn't what it used to be like. People changed. Nevertheless, no matter whether the changes are good or not, life goes on.

Sweetie's 15th birthday, 2 October 2008 trip to the ZOO! (:

8 month celebration with Amanda Sweetie.

14/10/2008!

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: LOVE SONG

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,
I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

F1

2008-09-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

I wasn't able to work at the actual F1 event though since my national service checkup would fall on the same day. Sighs.

22-25th September F1 setup, one of the slackest OC's I've ever done (:

Till next time.

An late entry, again, 爱的慢动作

2008-09-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

Woah, it has been another long, long time since I've last blogged, again. Let's see what has happened during these past few days. There was my birthday, I and Amanda Sweetie's 7th month anniversary and not forgetting, work, work and more work.

Not to also mention, I'm done with tests! No more tests until October 13th.

Pictures are going in random order again. Yes. I am lazy to organise them.

Pictures are taken at 7th month anniversary.

THEME SONG OF THE MONTH: 爱的慢动作

ME!

The brownies and card made for her, and her only! (:

1. Yum, 2. YUM, 3. YUMMY! 4. AHHHHHHHHHHHH~! Relax.

Having our dinner at Jurong Point.

See-ed her home, the end! (:

Work yesterday was crap. It has been such a long time since I've worked like a slave. Today's work was so much better since I've worked under Jimmy, except for the fact that there weren't any close work friends that I have was working today, let alone with me. I was BORED STIFF.

AND AND! I have something to bloody whine about. I couldnt work in the F1 OC on 26th-28th September due to my stupidity and carelessness of having to book my National Service Health Checkup on the very same day in which the event starts! 26th September at 9am! Bloody hell. Sighs. There goes my chance of having to work in this once in a lifetime opportunity and to earn big money, ( $10 per hour, 14 hours a day, 12pm-2am ). SIGHS! Instead, I will be grounded to hotel work which pays only $8.50 per hour for the whole 3 days.

Looking at the brighter side, I guess I can still go down to the F1 spot since it's located near City Hall, perhaps I can also catch a glimpse of the racing Formula One cars. It's going to be exciting!

Anyways, something random, some 'stuff' that I had today for lunch and dinner. MUAHAHA! Fattening food!

Until next time! (:

(:

2008-09-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

Random order

2008-08-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

All the pictures are placed in random order.

I and Darlin' at Just Noodles.

31082008 after work at Bugis. I was with sotong beforehand and was at the arcade. Even way before that, visited Cass and her boyfriend at COMEX IT show.

20/08/2008

23/08/2008 - OC at Supreme Court

THE END.

20082008

2008-08-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

I've met up with sweetie at Jurong East for our dinner near the interchange before heading to Jurong Point to catch Meet Dave. The movie was hilarious and we were laughing non-stop. A few minutes after the movie I see-ed her home.

Pictures will be uploaded another time (:

I'm going to sleep early already. Sweetie, add water for your studies alrights? I love you.

Karaoke with clique and sweetie

2008-08-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

There was meetup with Nicholas and Salina in the early afternoons for Karaoke session. It lasted for a couple of hours and we had our breakfast, lunch and dinner there. LOL. Anyways, Amanda Sweetie had to go home early so I see-ed her home. We had MACS at around my place though before she headed home.

SUPER AMANDA, YOU TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF ALRIGHTS? LOVES.

16 August, Saturday

Work in the morning was okay since it was only setup. It only came to me that I was really tired when my second shift started. 1 person to 3 tables, and I was also attached to another first timer. Fortunately, one of the tables wasn't open and we handled the dinner with ease (:

Today.

Nothing to update (:

Off to watch the Singapore Women's Table Tennis Finals, ciaos.

Happy 6th month anniversary!

2008-08-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

6 pictures for 6th months! We celebrated it at Vivocity. I love you Darling.

Theme song of the month - Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade

Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed

But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again

Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

At sweetie's house

2008-08-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to go Sentosa with the clique, but let's just say that something messed up. So ended up slacking at Amanda Sweetie's house.

2 more days! :D

888 and National Day

2008-08-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

SWEETIE. HAPPY 888 AND NATIONAL DAY! :D

Days out

2008-07-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

24th and 25th July, 2008. I've had Karaoke session with clique. It's on the 25th that Amanda Sweetie came along.

Pictures.

27th July 2008.

Window shopping with Amanda Sweetie at Marina Square. There was Mango, Zara, Espirit and Puma. We had a fantastic time together.

There was also work these past 2 weekends. I'm not going to elaborate on it.

I guess from now onwards I'm not really going to blog much in words. Let the pictures do the talking. Somehow, I feel that I've lost the 'soul' to blog already. Perhaps I've lost that 'something' inside of me. Till then, I shall blog with pictures and of little words.

Take care everyone.

Belated 5th month entry

2008-07-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Alot has happened in these past 2 days, but once again I'm not going to elaborate. I had fun with Amanda Sweetie during 5th month at Suntec City. Though it was just a short dinner session at Pizzahut, we enjoyed each other's company. Thank you sweetie for the 'oh-so-sweet' gifts! Appreciate it. I love you! (:

Anyways, school was very short yesterday. Practically only had EVM for the whole day. The entire clique skipped the Motivation talk as well. Oh oh, there was also the phototaking session of our class today.

After MACS at IMM, headed to Nicholas's house to slack before getting pay at around 3.30pm. I've got back home, prepared and away I go! After gotten pay, met up with Amanda Sweetie after that. We ended up walking at Yishun.

Then at night after doing project, slacked with Weixian, his friend and Nicholas at West Coast. Weixian and his friend left us early and I and Nicholas had MACS again, in the middle of the night. Later, we slacked at the coffeeshop near my area till 4am before heading home to sleep.

Memories.

Pictures taken during 5th month! (:

Theme song of the month: I'm all about you

There's somethin' thatI've got to say

You're always with me

Even though, you're far away

Talkin to you on my cell

Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt

Oh girl, well it's true

I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No, baby, you never have

To question my love
And every night

There's a new crowd

But it's always you

That I'm singing about

There is only one these words

Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you

Some other girl will make me forget you're mine

There's not a doubt in this world

That anyone could take the

Place of my number one girl

It's true

I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No, baby, you never have

To question my love

And every night

There's a new crowd

But it's always you

That I'm singing about

There is only one these words

Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you

When i close my eyes i can see you

It's like your right here

And this feeling's only gettin' stronger

You're with me everywhere

I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No, baby, you never have

To question my love

And every night

There's a new crowd

But it's always you

That I'm singing about

There is only one these words

Are goin' out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you

I'm all about you

I'm all about you....

Tired shit

2008-07-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

Once again, a very late entry. I am just too busy and lazy to update.

The day before yesterday, went out with Nicholas to West Coast Park to slack. And before that, had supper at Prata shop. We then headed home at around 3am in the morning.

13th July.

I've worked in the morning shift and met up with Yadanar and Doreen after work. Shi rong also tagged along.

Anyways, pictures taken at the Esplanade before and after watching the Magic Show.

The concert hall is huge! (:

Later, hanged out with clique and Shi rong at East Coast Park.

Chionging project now, no time to waste.

Tomorrow's the day!

Fun

2008-07-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

There were more outings with Amanda Sweetie recently, may it to Town, Bugis or anywhere else. We even had a run together a few days back. It was great.

Pictures.

Yesterday hanged out with Clique at Town till late. We just basically slacked around PS and had dinner at Cineleisure before heading home.

Projects are killing me! :/ HELP!

4 more days!

Happenings

2008-06-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

There has been tons to update about these past few days. There has been RC meeting, meeting with sweetie, clique hangouts and work. I don't even know where to start.

Oh oh, let's start with the RC meeting I have with clique at Clementi RC this Friday. Before that, met up with Amanda Sweetie. I miss her so so much can? :/

Sorry for just spending a few hours at your house, especially having us not meeting each other for the past 7 days. I really want to spend some time with you. I really hope you could understand. I love you.

After spending 2 hours at her house, went over to Clementi RC for the meeting. The meeting was just basically a half an hour dialogue session with the elder RC committee members to clear any of their doubts of the Botanic Garden trip that would take place next Sunday.

Anyways, later we had Karaoke session at the RC, but no photos were taken. Videos were takena also, but I'm lazy to upload (:

Soon, it was around 1130pm and the rest of us, Salina, Yushun and I headed down to Clementi KBOX to sing somemore before heading home via cab at around 3am in the morning.

KBOX session.

Taken in cab.

Saturday.

I've basically spent almos the whole day at home and was intending to buy Nicholas's birthday cake with Joey. In the end, it was with Salina since Joey couldnt make it in time. We've brought this beautiful cake from Polar at Plaza Singapura and surprised the birthday boy when he least expected at Raffles Place Interchange.

Then, we hanged out at a bar near Eski Bar, call Where? bar, if I'm not wrong. Anyways, the atmosphere was alrights.

There was an unexpected guest, JEFFERY! Holly marcaroni. I didn't expect him to come?!

Anyways, pictures of the 'SUPER-OH-SO-HAPPY' birthday boy.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NICK!

Later at around 1.30am plus, took Jeffery's father car, whom was also a cabbie, back home.

Sunday.

Work was okay since it was 2-2. Despite having a newbie, he was hardworking and he was fast, so I didn't grumble much. I've made a new friend too. But that's not the point. The point is that I enjoyed my work for today. Thank God the night outing tonight with clique was cancelled. I feel exhausted now.

5 hours from now. I wonder what work would there be?

I can't wait for the Jack's Place with family later. WOOHOO!

Time to tune in now. Good nights everyone (:

I miss you. Sighs.

Fun, joy and laughter

2008-06-26T16:04:00.000+08:00

Just a short update on my life right now.

Last Saturday.

I worked at a lunch and a dinner, both weddings taken place at different times and yes, I felt very tired after that. But thankfully, during the set back and turnover, everyone was fast moving and that saved the hassle of having people working in the night shift having to help setup again.

Last Sunday and this Monday.

I and my group members for TPS went to the Zoo, Night Safari, Jurong Birdpark, Botanic Gardens and last but not least, the Henderson Wave, to complete doing our video. It was a sucess but at a hitch. We drained ourselves phyiscally, mentally and finacially (Especially true for me) in the project. But nevertheless, we had a great time there. Now, we are only left with the editting and some other report writing to do, but that's going to be comfirmed at a later date.

Tuesday and Wednesday.

I've got my phone back already! (: Then met up with Nicholas as he biked me to Costa Sand Resorts at Downtown East.

It's Chalet time with clique! Unfortunately, my phone was low on battery then and I didnt bring my charger, so no pictures. But nevertheless, it was of great fun, at first so to speak. Drama, tears and shoutings also started since we started our True-Or-Dare session and everyone started to get drunk. We also played pot-luck and heart attack. It was so much fun.

We tuned in early to sleep and had breakfast at Downtown East kopitiam. After that, got on Weesing's bike and back to Queenstown station.

I've decided to get my pay and so I took the train down back to City Hall. In which after that, I've went home and slept till 8pm.

Thursday.

I'm going for my run with Weekiat later. Anyone cares to join in? (:

Ciaos.

Chaos

2008-06-21T08:36:00.000+08:00

My phone has been sent for reservice and I will only get it back latest 5-7 days later. Sighs. So during this period of time, there will be no pictures with sweetie and friends.

Not to speak, the pictures that I could have taken at Zouk.

Speaking of Zouk, I was there with joey, Nick, Alvin, Roy, Weekiat and a few others on Wednesday. We spent a hell of a time over there.

Then on Thursday, I had my phone reserviced at PS Sumsung's Customer Service area before heading to work at RCCC. It was a 60 pax dinner and after that we turnovered in less than an hour. We then signed out at 11pm and were allowed to leave at 10.25pm.

There was also gym session with weekiat, in which Alvin picked us up at Jurong East Swimming Complex with his Uncle's Mazda 3 to eat at Boon Lay Shopping Centre's foodcourt. The food there was great. I then hitched his ride back to Bukit Gombak before meeting sweetie at her house at around 7.40pm.

We've spent a couple of hours together with her family before her uncle see-ed me and her sister and her boyfriend back home.

Friday.

There are pictures for today, but it's inside sweetie's phone. We went IKEA at Queenstown for a walk and their 'oh-so-famous' hotdog. Later, headed to Queensway shopping centre for a walk and had the 'super-spicy-and-I-love-it' curry chicken rice. Then, visited the arcade before seeing her home.

Next week's going to be a hell of a ride for me.

21st June Sat- Work RCCC 10am to 1130pm
22nd June Sun- Botanic Garden RC trip, TPS video 1
23rd June Mon- TPS video 2
24th June Tues- Chalet
25th June Wed- Gym/ Interview at Liquid Cafe
26th-27th June Thurs and Fri- Work RCCC 6pm-6am
28th June Sat- Nicholas Birthday
29th June- Work RCCC 7pm-6am

ZZZ.

Genting trip and fourth month anniversary

2008-06-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

Genting during the June holidays, 12-13th June.

Pictures are placed randomly.

There was shopping, eating and last but not least, having a hell lot of fun with Amanda sweetie! Hopefully we can go Japan next time, cause its sweetie's favourtie holiday destination! (:

14th June, 4th month anniversary

I was working at 11am that day, met up with sweetie after work and watched 'The Happening' with sweetie at Suntec City.

This month's song: Shape of my heart

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that i've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someoneI played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Send in this beautiful lonelyness thats tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark

Now let me show you the shape of my heart
I'm here with my confesion
Got nothing to hide no more
I dont know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someoneI played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heartLookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someoneI played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

To sweetie.

Thank you sweetie for being able to tolerate all my nonsence and attitude at times. I know, a simple sorry wouldn't be able to heal old wounds, but I do hope it would lessen that pain that I've caused to you by a bit. I love you.

15th June, Sunday.

I've met up with Nas and Sharona to do project at Woodland Library, and before starting work on the Intinery, we had dinner at Banquet and headed over to Nas's house to do project till 6pm.

16th June, Monday.

I've headed over to the Jurong gym and had a couple of hours of working out before heading to swim. Also, had KFC in between. Later in the late evenings, met up with sweetie to go Plaza Singapura for a walk. We then had our dinner at LJS.

No pictures for today. Boo.

I miss you already baby. I really do.

Life is so fragile

2008-06-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

It has been another 5 days since I've last update. During this time, my passport has been extended, I've earned extra money and spent a little more time with Amanda sweetie. In the same time, matters have blowned up and many unexpected events happened that I didnt expect to happen. I guess, and hope, that it would be over by this month's end.

Yesterday, I've worked double shifts. There was just the normal setup in the morning, along with a few other old-timers. There was Ron, Karen, Jessica and a few others. Since there were so many of us, we were released at around 3pm, leaving me with a 4 hour lag before my next shift starts.

So, I decided to go window-shopping and lunch with Jessica. The Long John Silver staff sucked and we complained by writing a note to their manager via tissue paper. Shortly after that, we went window-shopping around Suntec city and also spent some time at the arcade as well.

Fast forwarding to my night shift, I was working with this first-timer half way through the 9-course dinner when tragedy strikes. His father met an accident and almost instantly, I felt his cries for help as his eyes slowly began to turn red and swollen.

After having to inform Ameerek about his condition, he was allowed to go home. I pray that nothing bad happens to his father.

That made me realise that how life is so fragile. It could so be easily be snatched out of you if you are just not cautious for a second or two. In other words, it made me treasure the people I love more.

After work, I've rejected the offer to clubbing by Doreen and her clique since I was tired. I've reached home, bathed and slept till this early evening.

6 more days, to our 4th month! I love you.

Pictures

2008-06-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

Pictures for these past few days. I'm lazy to sort them out.

School's a drag, especially on Wednesday when there are so few lessons. Therefore, I am now at home blogging.

Work's cancelled for tomorrow. What the hell. I guess I would probably OT till 6am the next day tonight? Probably.

We had a minor tiff last night. I'm sorry. I just want you to listen out for me before you even start joking around. I love you.

Work, chalets, genting trip, projectwork handups, examinations/tests all coming up before, during and after the holiday. I seriously wonder how am I going to handle all of them without the financial and mental capability. I seriously doubt my own personal capability to handle stress for these past few weeks. Oh hell.

6 more hours to work. WOOHOO

Updates for the week

2008-06-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

Woah, it has been like days since I've updated. Anyways, here goes.

I've spent most of the days going out with Amanda sweetie. There has also been some progress in projectwork, especially for TPS. As for OA, we have just started. Our clique has got hooked in playing true or dare after lessons at Blk 206, so to speak.

Yesterday, I and Salina attended a interview at Queenstown area for fragrance/cosmetic sales position. The interview was sucessful and we are 'hired', but at a hitch. We would only be called upon when they have not enough people. The pay was $6 per hour and $8 for public holidays.

After the interview, went and had a movie with Xiping ah ma. The movie Indiana Jones wasn't so bad after all, after hearing so many negative comments from people.

Another busy week ahead! CHIONG AH!

Busy days ahead

2008-05-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

There has been fun, joy and laughter these past few days despite having more arguments with Amanda sweetie. The trips to Toy'r us with clique has been fun and it definately has exposed many of the 'children' side of us.

Friends and girlfriend aside, I am seriously in need of money right now, in which I hope to earn during the upcoming June holidays. I need money for school, daily necessities and the upcoming event, the Genting trip that I am going to have with Amanda sweetie and her family this coming 12th and 13th of June.

We argued again yesterday night after spending an evening at her house, despite having being lovey-dovey in the start. I don't know why did I flare up for no reason but I am sure I made her mad, BIG TIME.

Currently, there is nothing else to do except to wait for my group members to come to school now and discuss about our Event Management project. But then again, we have completed at least 90% of the project. So there is nothing to worry about, all I have to worry about is the TPS and Office Adminstration project which has barely gone underway since start of the term till now.

Later, I am going out with Weekiat to town. It has been months since we last met.

That's all the updates for now. Pictures at another time since I'm using the school computer. Ciaos.

OFF DAYS

2008-05-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

I've woke up late today in the early afternoons, around 2pm and spent the rest of the day watching tv. In which I and mum went downstairs for grocery shopping and dinner later. Also, made a new pair of spectacles that costs $150.

Somehow, I feel troubled these past few days. I don't know why. But I just want to focus on my projects more than anything else now, as well as my working schedule this coming June holidays.

I miss you Amanda sweetie.

FUCK and sweetness

2008-05-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

In these 2 days there has been ups and downs. There had been an increasing amount of arguments between us. There is more and more OA and EVM tests are coming on the way and I've missed my TPS test which was on Wednesday.

I've been going out with sweetie more often, and this, would normally improve our relations. But instead the irony is that we argue and have cold wars more often.

Anyways, we walked around Suntec city on Wednesday. On thursday, there was the running session that was cancelled due to the passing cloud and the possibilty of a thunderstorm. Instead, we watched DVDS and just before 11pm, reached home after seeing her home.

As for today, we shopped around AMK hub, walking aimlessly. Later, bused 169 back to woodlands bus station before having our second cold war for this week.

Sweetie, I just want you to know this.

No matter how much attitude I give you, you are still the one that makes my heart beats.

I am tired of all these already. I want to change for the better. I really do.

Semi recovered

2008-05-22T13:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, my fever has dropped and I've also taken my tempreture today.

35.9 degrees.

It isnt that bad after all? And, I'm going running with sweetie later, but not only just today, but also on a regular basis.

Smiles.

SICK

2008-05-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

Argh. I am sick with a 37.4 degree fever and serious coughs.

I want to recover, badly! ):

Dinner with family and sweetie

2008-05-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yes, and the blog title says it all. After MACS session with Dad in the late morning, sweetie came over and we wasted time together.

Then there was, family dinner with Amanda sweetie for the first time at the local blk 371 coffeeshop.

Random pictures.

I love you sweetie! (:

A late entry

2008-05-18T03:20:00.000+08:00

First of all, I've deleted my old blog and started anew. I feel that there was a need for a change.

In fact, it’s a change for the better.

Personal reflections should be written in a blog, rather than daily activities. Yes, blogging about daily activities allows you yourself to laugh at the silly things that you've done in the past and brings back memories, but is that the true meaning of blogging?

Perhaps only very special events would motivate me to blog them in details from now onwards. Right now, I'm just a little tired from the project work discussion I had with team members at Woodlands Regional Library just now. Thankfully there was the dinner session at Banquet and later, arcade at Timezone to relive the stress.

Nas kept probing us to go his house, don't know what the hell for. But we told him I was tired and went home before 10pm.

Let's see, what has happened in these previous few days. There had been 2 town outings with clique and Salina.

Once, they were doing their ETP project at Borders and later, Kinokuniya. In which later on we headed down to Lucky Plaza's Rabbit Restaurant to have our dinner and had fun at Toy'r us before heading home.

The other time was at PS watching the movie 'Made of Honor' with Salina. Later onwards, had Kobayashi before heading home.

I can't exactly remember what I've done for these past few days, but nevertheless, I would never forget the times I had with Amanda sweetie for our third month.

It's that time of our month again. I just want to say that I love you very much, no matter how much I may be angry with you at times. I am sorry for making you worry and upset about me over certain matters. You had my interest at heart. For that, I love you even more.

I LOVE YOU! (:

Theme song of the month: I need you

Baby, baby, I swear to you
Baby, baby, I'm here for you
I don't know why
Why I did those things to you
What went through my mind
And I don't know why
Why I broke your heart in two
Guess that I was blind

Baby, how I wish you could forgive me
Just one more time, baby

(Chorus:)And I swear
I'll be there
Anytime you want me to
I'll be true
Here for you
Don't leave me lonely
'Cause I need you

Yes, I've been a fool
Now I see the price to pay
I can't run and hide
'Cause I'm losing you
And my chances slipped away
With each time I lied
Baby, how I wish you could forgive me
One more time
Oh, yeah

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)Baby, living without you
Will tear me apart
When I know how it could have been
But I don't care what it leads to
Let's make a new start
And give love a chance to win

'Cause, baby, I swear

Baby, baby, I swear to you
Anytime you want me to
Baby, baby, I'm here for you
Don't leave me lonely, 'cause I need you

(Repeat chorus twice)

Yes, baby, I need you